Sunday, March 29, 2009

Random

I just got back from my friend's wedding and I finally got the chance to meet my ex primary schoolmates.
After 10 freaking years!
We hugged and kissed. OOOps!nah just hugs
Our mothers did the same thing too.
Macam nak pergi umrah or haji seh. Heh.

I shall update about it soon.
And also not forgetting,Zul's "bacin birthday".
Yes. Bacin giler one. Birthday boy tak mandi punye.
Nyahahaha.

Anyway, I wanna Gmask my new laptop.
Perhaps, with leopard design?
I'm so obsessed with anything that has leopard or zebra prints.


Well, I personally think that leopard design is sexaaayyy.
Can't wait to sexify my lappie. Lol.

Have a nice Sunday everyone!

Friday, March 27, 2009

Yesterday was a really long day for me. Still, I am proud that I was able to 'tahan' being the mc for the whole day. My co - mc was so tensed and serious and I think I am the complete opposite of him. Not just in term of presenting styles, but everything. For instance, I had the opportunity to work with him and he is a really dedicated and passionate worker but at times, too nice to say the truth. Me, on the other hand, will say what needs to be heard, whether you like it or not. For 1 simple reason, the people we work with at times are simply oblivious to human emotions and social cues. Haha. Thats why I guess we make such a great team.

I have always thought that they are such collected and profound people but yesterday I had the time (a few hours actually) simply talking informally to them and I realised how human they all are. Take away the tittle, what they do, they are normal people and they do feel tired from the endless work demands. At the end of it, I do feel a little sorry for what they had to go through but at the same time, I am also full of respect because of the passion that they displayed doing this job.

Also, one of them was really cracking me up because he was so 'ladylike'. Wahaha. I really enjoyed all the talking though.

After that rushed over to Maulana to do Asar before heading off to function. I was a little sad for our guests who appeared in jeans thus, they were not allowed to go into the function hall. I think we must be extra specific to younger people because their definition of formal attire and our definition can be really different. No matter what, I still thought that bestie had done an awesome overview and its only a matter of time, she will built depth for her organisation, sooner than one might think.

what's next..hmmm let's guess ppl!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

BELIF IN URESELF AZMAN

I am in so much excitement especially after watching Kumar's profile video. I was even more excited after looking at his beautiful house and the size of the house is so huge, my whole family can stay there and there will still be enough space for everyone.

Anyway what was even cooler was that it was styled like MTV Cribs, where audiences get to peek into the house of artistes. It was the SAME style but the only difference is that, he is no artiste!

This looks like a really exciting week and I will be really busy meeting individuals who have been qualified to see the plan. Amazingly, even though my schedule may looked really packed with a lot of things going on, the best part is that it is all part of the process to have an even bigger success.

I was having a conversation on Sunday and I was a little taken aback when this person said something that was not related to what I was talking about. This person was not listening to a word I said, sad but true. It is sometimes amazing to see how people communicate, most of the time people talk but they rarely listen. Through the system, I have learned to listen and from what they say, how they say, I can usually know what is their dominant thought process. It is only from there, you can know which 'hot button' to press.

Another remark by a friend also shocked me. There is so much negativity, my gosh, its almost too painful to hear. I really do not understand why people can just keep on complaining and whining as if it was going to make things better.

At the end of the day, one must know that one's action and thought process affects others too. For instance, a few years ago, I was really upset by the way things were going and my thoughts were just wrong. In the midst of whining (at that time it seemed like I was expressing myself:p) the person sitting next to me asked this question:

"So what are you going to do now? Give up?"

That really made sense, I realised that it was pointless to complain, I might as well make the best out of the whole situation. This person also said this to me and I will always remember it.

"You can give up now, but think about all the people that you are going to influence, all the people whom you are going to help change their lives for the better, all the people whose life you will touch, all the people who are waiting to thank you, they are depending on you. "

It was then that I realised that it was not about me, it was never about me, it was about people and a whole bigger picture than what I could see back then. The person who said this to me had so much belief in me, even when I did not have the belief in myself.

Still, I decided to trust that person and thanks to that, life is getting better as I speak.

Believe in the possibility of the future and believe in yourself to make it happen.

Monday, March 23, 2009

I admit! I am the cat king, even stranger cats are drawn to me. Haha. These 2 cats are total strangers to me but when I call them, they come to me and the one on the left even stroked its head onto my shoes. So cute! Too bad I was not carrying and cat food at that time.Sundays are not suppose to be this difficult! You know the feeling on Sunday night when you feel something at the back of your stomach knowing that you have to go to work the next day? Its so funny when people tell me that, yet when presented with an opportunity to strip this off their life, they chose to resist change.

Its also funny to me when people constanly complain about how they do not have enough money to make ends meet, yet when presented with an opportunity to strip this off their life, they again chose to resist change.

I am like any human, changes can be scary and you may not know what to expect but trust me when I say: It will get better.

Like Einstein says: We cannot think the way we we think when we are solving the problems that were caused by the same thinking.

Simple message. Change the way we think!

One of the leaders in the team, Arul, always say, be like the cockroaches and not like the dinosaurs. You know why? Because dinosaurs resisted changes thats why they became extinct! Cockroaches on the other hand, change and adapt to the weather, climate and etc thats why they are still around today annoying the crap out of us.

Change your thinking and you will change you life for the better:)